People start late all the time and still become massively successful Colonel Sanders launched KFC at 65, Ray Kroc built McDonald’s in his 50s, Vera Wang became a designer at 40, Morgan Freeman didn’t get famous until his 50s, Samuel L. Jackson’s breakthrough came at 46, and J.K. Rowling was broke in her 30s when she wrote Harry Potter. It’s never too late to change your life. You are still very young and now that you realized that it is time for change just begin the change and understand that you are the only person who knows what you have gone through and been going through and the only person who can change that. My prayers are with you my man. Wish you all the best