Step 1: Accept that you are wrong - you contradict yourself ("if I took 2-3 week longer options...") Step 2: Stop trying to gamble back your losses, read about managing tilt (poker books focus on this), it will help you identify that right now you're tilting, trying to do the next big win. Why do I say this? Well it's so fucking obvious from your graph - all those little spikes upwards those are moments when you could've taken back some of what you did win but chose to be a greedy tilting mor\*n instead. Step 3: Realize that proper speculations require more than just looking at a single company and looking for confirmation bias. LLMs will feed you garbage, just look at aleabito - dude had a few questionable wins during a bull run, gathered a following and now he outputs LLM bullshit that is just wrong and lacks any actual market research. He's now actively pushing questionable stocks that get pumped purely because his followers mass buy options forcing MMs to hedge. Step 4: If anything, go bogglehead for a very long time, until you calm yourself down (read the tilt management books). But go for a less US-exposed passive investment strategy (more balanced). I'm saying this mainly because right now the US market is really overvalued and it's just waiting for a brutal correction. If you don't believe me look at shitcos like RPI, AXTI, IONQ, SNDK, TSLA, etc. questionable financials, propped up by hype and unrealistic growth projections completely disconnected from reality. Step 5: Read a few books, go outside while you're a passive investor, try to really notice the mistakes you made that they mention in those books. If you want to ever come back, look for less risky strategies (like options writing on a cash account, i.e. lvl3 cash options, but starting with CCs).

---